miss you

What we had, it was lost months and months ago.
But I still miss you.

I miss you like absolute fuck.

I miss what we had.

The relationship.

The conversations.

The texts.

The texting every day.

For four years.

I hate this.

We're trying to go back, I think.

But atm it doesn't seem like we're getting there :(
I hope we can rebuild this.

I don't know what I'll do if we can't.

These past few months when things have changed between us,
They've been some of the worst in my life.

I don't have you, that person I trusted with absolutely anything, anymore to go to.

I hate this.

It hurts like crazy.

I miss you :(

I love you </3