Friday, July 29, 2011

pick me up

Ok maybe it wasn't Yoshi, but this is just as good I know it!!
I'll give you a view of every section:




OMG! THERE'S A BATMAN ONE TOO! THIS DESIGNER IS SO COOL, MARIO, ZELDA, BATMAN!!!
And Darth Vader!!

I guess I should probably put the Mario one that made me find all these others ay lol






This one reminded me of a certain someone... hehe it's so true! stop denying it dude. ILY!!







 This is so me lol






hehehehe I don't even need to say anything lol



So this one has taken me two days to freaking write already >< stupid pictures.
I just wanna say that I love you.
You are smart, beautiful and funny;
You have amazing taste in music and movies,
Disney all the way man!!
Your eyes are fucking amazing, I will never stop loving them, they are the coolest eyes I've ever seen.
Never let anybody tell you you're dumb.
Or that your not pretty or not good enough.
Never let anybody turn their back on you or walk over you.
Never believe that evil little voice of negativity in your head.
Because you are you.
And that is exactly who you are supposed to be.
And you are beautiful and amazing exactly how you are.
I love you miss Lemke, never let anyone get you down, you deserve to be the happiest person alive in your cottage near your river and bridge and beautiful field in Ireland.
<3 xx

I love my friends, each and every one of you.
You're all beautiful and lovely people.
And you all deserve the best adn to be happy.
Never let anyone get you down.
Because then I would have to go to prison...




 

 

 

.... Bianca :P







So I MAY have gone WAAAAY overboard with pictures but I got on a role with finding cool stuff and well here it all is :D

Thursday, July 28, 2011

I love you!!

So today was an interesting day.
STEPH LEMKE IS ALIVE!!!! OMG! AND SO IS LAUREN ALBERT!!! :D
I was so excited that they were back! Omg english and biology had not been the same without them.
I was in a very strangely good mood, Steph even said I was the happiest out of all of us... weird ay
But yeah it's been an up and down week, I've either been completely skitzing and acting high with Bea or being tired, falling asleep, and cracking it with teachers.
It will be brilliant to have everybody alive and well again :)
To Bea Bianca Louise Bunag,

You've given me some of the best, most fun days of my life and year 12 this week.
I love how much you completely contradict yourself and dig yourself a hole with your statements.
One look, one statement, and we're pissing ourselves laughing like mental retards for endless amounts of time <3
Honest to god you are the most adorable, loving, kind yet evil, and slightly creepy stalker I know
and I wouldn't have you any other way.
I love you!! xx
He's going to kick himself so bloody hard when he finally matures and realises what he's been missing out on all this time, and realises how much shit he's put you through.
He doesn't deserve you.
Yet you will still one day I hope end up together and be perfect <3
Because you honestly would be.
And he's going to get one hell of a long lecture/warning when it happens.
AWESOME!!

To Chookey Brooke Lorna Kilo,

This picture came up when I googled 'hug' and it reminded me of primary school and your love of tweety bird, I dunnot if you still do but it did, and it's so you as well <3
Dude I hate that you are unhappy so often
and that school has gotten so hard and unpleasant.
You deserve to be happy and at peace.
Not stressed and frustrated.
I want to do whatever I can for you man, to make things better,
I am always going to be here if you need to talk, bitch, scream, cry or just get drunk and forget life.
I guess I just wanted you to know that I'm here,
I care about you,
and I love you xx










Sunday, July 17, 2011

just some funny HP piccies :D




^ lol... we did have some good times



ahahhaha fuck I love Ron


... Michael, Ethan, this one's for you. My mind automatically went to english with you guys lol




ahahahhahahahahhahahahaha some of the stuff out there on the internet X'D
best way to procastinate :)

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

It wasn't right.
He didn't fix his wand before he destroyed it.
It's not right.
It didn't linger where it ought.
Snape I'm happy with.
And the more I think on it the rest I am more so.
But still.
It's not good enough for the end.

Saturday, July 9, 2011

overbearing pride.

To you,
I kept thinking after that last text of all the extra stuff I could have said.
But for your lack of reply I found it no use to text it all to you,
so I'm writing it here instead.
How could you expect me to tell you what I was feeling when I never knew it for myself?
I told you that.
I tried to explain that.
Why was that not enough?
It was the truth.
It doesn't just happen and appear at the click of my fingers.
Maybe some people can know their feelings like that.
But I doubt it.
They're complicated.
And for some, near on impossible to decipher and figure out.
So don't throw that in my face for your defence.
As for my letting you in?
I told you that part.
Maybe those last few months or so I didn't as much,
But I had a fuckload of a lot of shit going on then.
I was trying to deal with so much.
Trying to figure out a lot of things.
I dealt with everything by isolating myself.
I'm sorry if by doing that I no longer 'let you in'.
But don't think it was only you.
I didn't let anybody in.
Not everything is about you.
I told you things I've never told other people.
They didn't understand.
You were the person that I went to if I needed to talk.
You were basically my counsellor.
Don't think I forgot your stopping me doing quite a lot of stupid things.
You've known some of my deepest wishes, regrets and pains.
How the fuck is that not ever letting you in?
You would do well to remember that you were the one that stopped talking to me.
Not the other way around.
So when you finally start talking to me again, only to every conversation ask about her, and then not contact me again when you made up with her,
How the hell was I supposed to feel but used?
And then  you have the balls to get upset at me about not letting you in, about not ever texting you first, about never telling you my feelings,
Well, fuck you.
You look back at these past four years and then re-think your words.
Why would I text you first when it seemed you were only using me?
If that were the case, as it so felt, then there was no point.
So don't get pissy at me.

~

On another note, I'm not angry at you2 for any of this. It's not your fault that I felt used by his discard of me once talking to you again.
Just clarifying that we're all good in my eyes