LP

I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

(Everything falls apart even the people who never frown)
(Eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end you?ll soon find)
(We're out of time left to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away?
Why I played myself this way?
Now I see, your testing me, pushes me away
Why I never walked away?
Why I played myself this way?
Now I see, your testing me, pushes me away

I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

(Everything falls apart even the people who never frown)
(Eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end you?ll soon find)
(We're out of time left to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away?
Why I played myself this way?
Now I see, your testing me, pushes me away
Why I never walked away?
Why I played myself this way?
Now I see, your testing me, pushes me away

(We're all out of time, this is how we learn how it all unwinds)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(We're all out of time, this is how we learn how it all unwinds)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away?
Why I played myself this way?
Now I see, your testing me, pushes me away
Why I never walked away?
Why I played myself this way?
Now I see, your testing me, pushes me away, pushes me away

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made)
It's easier to go
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

I don't know who to trust, no surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies

Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet

All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

Tension is building inside, steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me

Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet

All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

I won't waste myself on you
You, you
Waste myself on you
You, you

I'll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

Everything from the inside
And just throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
You, you

Linkin Park, I could post your lyrics all night long, but I'll leave everyone with these 3 songs, they are rather relevant always in my life, I love them, I love Linkin Park.
All of their music I can relate to in some way or another.
They're just one of those bands :)