Wednesday, December 8, 2010

You've lost everything, especially me.

I've looked right past the simple things
What have my eyes missed?
Stuck in a space where nothing seems to fit
You live a myth, obsessed with it
Quiet as the sound
I'm always asking what it means
And now I can't stop twisting round and round


I've grown into this
This myth with you

I can't stop twisting around this storyline
Distorting my insides
I won't forget I'm drenched in it
'Cause I can't stop twisting around this storyline
Tangled words were never mine
I won't forget I'm lost in it

Slowly bending backwards
Til my days become misshaped
You deftly sway my thoughts with your fictitious ways
Nothing in me works the same
You've got a lot to explain
Still I'm asking
And still I can't stop twisting

I've grown into this myth with you

I can't stop twisting around this storyline
Distorting my insides
I won't forget I'm drenched in it
'Cause I can't stop twisting around this storyline
Tangled words were never mine
I won't forget I'm lost in it

Knots and crosses
Skews
I fold in two
With this road we take
I've lost all control of everything, especially me
You've lost everything, especially me
You bite my tongue
Now I believe

I can't stop twisting around this storyline
Distorting my insides
I won't forget I'm drenched in it
'Cause I can't stop twisting around this storyline
Tangled words were never mine
I won't forget I'm lost in it

Mythology - VersaEmerge

It's time to end this god forsaken myth. You say you love me, yet you fight the person who is only trying to protect me. How is that love? If you did, you would understand where she was coming from. You would understand and stop fighting because she is right.
I was going to choose you, you know. I was going to move past my fucked upedness and try and make something work between us.
No.
Fuck. That.
Fuck this. I'm over it. You say she/we are being immature teenage girls, but look at yourself and the way you are handling things. The way you did just up and flee when there was a challenge and someone there to approve you or not. The way you say you would have done anything for me, stuck by me through my complications, yes you did, for a very long time and I do realise that, yes I gave you an extremely hard time all these years, yes I have been pushing you away all these years. But I thought you could see that I was trying now.
I thought we had talked about this.
Obviously not.
I'm sorry but really, this is done. It cannot be healthy for either of us.
Goodbye.

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