Tuesday, January 3, 2012

love hate

Loving helping.
Loving standing my ground for those I love.
Loving people I love being happy.
Hating people I love being sad.
Hating people I used to love being c***s.
Hating the green eyed monster.
Hating worry.
Hating anxiety.
Loving my wife.
Loving that I can make a difference.
Loving that I can give advice to people that seems to work.
Loving that right now is such a 180 from this time last year.
Loving my friends, all of them.
Loving my dog, and my dads dogs, and Bek's dogs and cat, and Brock's cat, and pretty much just animals lol.
Loving being past being pissed at my brother.
Loving that I'm one step closer to overcoming my fear.
Hating that I still have too many steps to go.
Hating that I have to work thursday.
Loving that I can party hard thursday night.
Hating that my belly bars didn't arrive.
Hating that sometimes there is nothing I can do to help.
Hating that families can be so cruel and blind.
Hating what sunday night had to come to.
Pretty much yeah, I dunno, it started like this and it continued like this in this format so that's what you guys have got.
2011 was good, there were some horrible things that happened, but also some amazing things that happened. We all completely our HSC and deserve to be proud of doing that, because not everyone can.
2012 we may die, I wouldn't be surprised if we do, but that's no reason to be depressed, or reckless, or dwell on things. It's a reason to live life to it's fullest, which is what we should do every day no matter the date or year. This is our year to shine guys, and shine my bloody oath we will <3

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