and it all falls apart

I'm sorry you feel that way.
And I'm sorry I haven't been there for you the past few months like I wish I had been.
I love you, if anything happens like my dream last night, I don't know what I'll do.
I hope you are ok, I don't know what has happened and I likely won't but I do want you to be happy with life and I hate when you are not.
I'm sorry.

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So much for things getting fixed and better :(
Think I might just drive and never stop.

I just wanna run, hide it away
Run because they're chasing me down
I just wanna run, throw it away
Run before they're finding me out
I just wanna run

I just wanna run
I'm out here all alone
I try to call your house
Can't reach you on the phone
I'll gather up the nerve
I'm packing up my bag
It's more than you deserve
Don't treat me like a drag

I'm feelin' like I keep on talking
I'm repeating
Myself, my words lost all meaning
I keep talking
I repeat myself___

I just wanna run, hide it away
Run because they're chasing me down
I just wanna run, throw it away
Run before they're finding me out
I just wanna run (run, run, run)
I just wanna run (run, run, run)

Like a game of chess
I predict your move
I think I know you better
Better than you do
I'm sick of feeling cheap
Cheated and abused
Sick of losing sleep
Thinking about you

I'm feelin' like I keep on talking
I'm repeating
Myself, my words lost all meaning
I keep talking
I repeat myself___

I just wanna run, hide it away
Run because they're chasing me down
I just wanna run, throw it away
Run before they're finding me out
I just wanna run (run, run, run)
I just wanna run (run, run, run)

I've seen a man cry, I've seen a man shout out
Afraid of losing the woman he loves
I've seen a woman lying to her man flat out
About who she's beddin' with and where she was

I've seen a low fire and tried to figure it out
This fighting isn't going anywhere
I've seen a child's eyes watching his parents freak out
I know they see him but they just don't care

It won't stop if they don't stop yelling
It's not the way of working your problems out
I can't stand being around this yelling
So I'm finding my way out

I'm gonna drive and never ever slow down
I'm gonna drive until I breakdown
Packing my things and getting out of this town
I'm gonna drive until I breakdown

I've seen a child's eyes, I've seen him living in doubt
Not ever knowing what it's like to be in love
I've seen his friends try nd just to help him get out
He never told them what the problem really was

I've seen a suicide they couldn't figure it out
He blamed himself because they couldn't get along
I've seen his parents' eyes trying to figure it out
Where did our baby go and what went wrong?

It won't stop if they don't stop yelling
It's not the way of working your problems out
I can't stand being around this yelling
So I'm finding my way out

I'm gonna drive and never ever slow down
I'm gonna drive until I breakdown
Packing my things and getting out of this town
I'm gonna drive until I breakdown

I'm gonna drive until I breakdown
Hold it inside until I breakdown
Not gonna try until I breakdown
Say my goodbyes until I breakdown
Baby, come on

I'm gonna drive and never ever slow down
I'm gonna drive until I breakdown
Packing my things and getting out of this town
I'm gonna drive until I breakdown

I'm gonna drive and never ever slow down
I'm gonna drive until I breakdown
Packing my things and getting out of this town
I'm gonna drive until I breakdown

I'm gonna drive until I breakdown
Hold it inside until I breakdown