campfires and guitars

Please forgive me if I seem forward
But I've never been in front of anything like you
Its the last place I ever thought I'd be
When I woke up this morning
Is it true?
And that you're always this breathtaking
And your smart and you're willing
My God this is killing me

Tell me all the things you never said
We can lie here and talk for hours in my bed

I don't have anything to hide
I don't have anything
Everything is not for certain
I don't have anything to hide
I don't have anything
Everything is not for certain

You started to see right through me
And I'm loving every minute of it
Its like I'm born again
Every time I breath in so,
If you're curious,
My favorite color's blue
And I like to sing in the shower
If you like, I'll sing to you

Tell me all the things you never said
We can lie here and talk for hours in my bed

I don't have anything to hide
I don't have anything
Everything is not for certain
I don't have anything to hide
I don't have anything
Every thing is not for certain

Tell me all of your hopes,
All of your dreams
I want you to take me there (take me there)
Tell me all of your hopes,
all of your dreams
I want to take you there (take you there)
Tell me everything
Every breath, I want you to know I'll be there
Theres just one more thing,
One request
I want you to take me with you

Take me with you
I will never let you down
I will love you now and forever

So...

The fact that I don't like anybody and almost everyone seems to got me continuosly thinking about liking somebody again which is honestly just weird.

And unfortunately it got me thinking about this dream again and again.

The ads for historic winton on telli all the time don't help at all.

The campfire againts the cliff with the car in the middle of nowhere, and me playing this song to you.

The plans to learn about motors

Eat each other out of house

Just chill with My Chem playing

It got me freaking missing this dream, these old normal things.

It got me missing you.

It got me continuosly wondering 'what if?'

What if I hadn't gone to Sam's for new year and met him?

What if you hadn't given me space during summer because you thought that's what I wanted?

What if things had been different, and we hadn't given up on one another?

It honestly just sucks.

I'm now trying to forget about these thoughts to make life simpler again.

That's not deeming to be easy at all.