I'm who I've got to be...

So it seems that some things have ended.
They were amazing and I will always cherish the memories.
And if things mend they mend, if they don't, it's unfortunate, but I'm not going to dwell on it.
I'm not going to dwell on things anymore that get me down.
There is not really much point when there are things to make you happy you could think about.
Like My Chemical Romance's new album, which I am in love with already.
Or the hopes of a new beginning elsewhere, possibly.
Yes the hopes may crash and fall, and I know that there is a fairly high chance of that.
But I am willing to risk it, because it's worth it, I think.
So I am who I've got to be with what cards life has dealt me.
Sometimes I have to be sad or mad.
Hopeful, hard and stony.
Stubborn, untrusting. Skeptical.
My moods run rampent on me, and I have no say in the swings they take, all I can do is be who I have to be to make it through those mood swings, those valleys and hills, to make it through the situations.
So yes some things have ended, and others are about to begin (maybe), they might change, who knows, but I will just be who I must through it all.

It's all I can do.