Wednesday, March 21, 2012

it's never fun to admit you've been replaced
and it's never fun to admit you're not who you used to be to someone
and it's never fun to admit that you aren't needed as much anymore
that you aren't the one to go to
but the fact it's with more than one this has happened
it finally explains some things to me from months ago
at least now I know why I was so upset
I could see what was to come


Tuesday, March 20, 2012

you know what? fuck you.

you know what? I felt like shit for what I've done to you.
but that doesn't mean you have to be a fucking arsehole to me when I ask what else has gone wrong this week.
if you don't want to talk to me or have me in your life anymore, tell me.

just fuck this shit right off being numb was way better than this.

damn brain

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me

It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much the same
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me
Lie, beautiful, oh

Everyone's looking at me
I'm running 'round in circles
Plagued with a quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game

So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie

So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me






Saturday, March 17, 2012

I hate kids I hate kids I hate kids I hate kids I hate kids I hate kids I hate kids!

Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong

Feels like a hundred years I
Still can't believe you're gone
So I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes

While these walls surround me with the story of our life

I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever


Now things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
So I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fuckin' fight
Until the morning comes I'll
Forget about our life


I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known it could be so much better
I hope you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever

And now it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared

I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever





FUCKING FUCKING FUCK!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK CUNT FUCK CUNT FUCK CUNT ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh!! >< wrong term !! FOR FUCKS SAKE DUMBARSE!!

Friday, March 9, 2012

get fucked. and don't come crawling with some sissy arse apology or excuse.

and people wonder why I have no faith in guys anymore,
so what I'm not supposed to know but fuck off I don't care.
he played me.
and you just did the exact same thing.

Sunday, March 4, 2012

so cry me a fucking river BITCH!

yeah I have no right, I have no claim, but I don't fucking care.
Back. Off.
They are our friends. Our groups people to hang with and talk to and fucking cozy up to.
Do not keep at it. You will probably die from multiple people.

Stop bitching and moaning all the time.
Stop deleting any status that doesn't get likes.
Stop posting millions of photos a day and deleting old ones to make it look like you aren't a camera whore.
Stop trying to make every status a competition with other peoples and copying them.
Be original for fucks sake.
Because you're not. And we all know it.

YOU! no. you can do better.

OMFG ASDFGHJKL SOUNDWAVE! so amazing, I had so much fun!

and omg, the guitaring rabbit, the dancers and the :"Oops, oh, sorry gorgeous!" guy lol
SHOPPING! and more piercings ;)
I LOVE MELBOURNE SO MUCH!
I don't really want to come home, but then again I miss some things....

and I finally got my cat t-shirt :D

sooooooooooooo jealous I missed Parkway Drive though :'(

dude soundwave!!! WAS UP THE FRONT FOR ADTR, TPR, AND VERSA!!! AND TOTALLY SAW TAYLOR MOMSENS ARSE AND OMG SO SEXY SUCH AMAZING DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
and dude guitaring rabbit was freaking awesome! and the dancers too, baaaha been the best ever and I so don't want to leave!!
I HAVE UFC LADY SWIMMERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

and yeah, just no.

Sincerely, us.