Thursday, December 27, 2012

Weep not for roads untraveled
Weep not for paths left alone
'Cause beyond every bend
Is a long blinding end
It's the worst kind of pain
I've known


Give up your heart left broken
And let that mistake pass on
'Cause the love that you lost
Wasn't worth what it cost
And in time you'll be glad it's gone

Woah-oo-oh-oh
Woah-oo-ohh
Woah-ooh-oh-oh
Woah-oo-ohh

Weep not for roads untraveled
Weep not for sights unseen
May your love never end
And if you need a friend
There's a seat here alongside me

Woah-oo-oh-oh
Woah-oo-ohh
Woah-oo-oh-oh
Woah-oo-oh

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Life is too uncertain to have regrets

So I haven't blogged in a while, or been on here at all really.
I spose I should update the etherworld of my doings and shit.

Life's been pretty.. smooth I think is the word I'm looking for, for me these past few months.
There's been limited drama, and none personally for me.
I don't really have that much of a social life anymore but I don't care that much.
I guess it is a bit lonely being able to count my friends on one hand but it's what I wanted and asked for.
And I did get what I wanted.
No drama or bitchiness.

It's been carefree just working, reading and watching tv shows.
Just chilling out and such.

It's given me time to think about the future.
I know what I want to do.
I know how I'm going to get the money I need to get the house, cars, estate and books I want.
I know my plans regarding children or not.
I have my new car Lexi.
Bartholemew I have sold, it was a sad parting but it was time.
I'm working my way to getting a good credit rating to help with the house.
It's good.
I've found a whole nother family at work and I love them to bits.
Especially my work mum, she's gorgeous and means the world to me <3

I guess yeah it's just good.
I've made the start towards the rest of my life,
And I can't freaking wait :D

Sometimes, life is too uncertain to have regrets.



Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Ooowwww
Ooowwww

Sometimes I feel
Like I wanna leave this place for good
Under the ground
I'll live down there without a sound
And never hear
These hissing voices all the same
I'll disappear
Cause living makes me feel ashamed

Ooowwww
Ooowwww

I must believe
There's more above us and below
I must believe
Stranded with this bitch called hope
It keeps me here
When all I wanna do is go
It keeps me here
When all I wanna do is disappear

If this is it
When all we have and ever will
If this is it
Time is running out and standing still
I'll leave today
Cause there's nothing left to keep me here
I'll fade away
I'll turn my back and disappear

The city moves
Lunges up right from the ground
The seething Earth
It opens up and spits us out
This vicious child
Nature never wanted us
This vicious child
A cancer burning black into its heart

If this is it
When all we have and ever will
If this is it
Time is running out and standing still
I'll leave today
Cause there's nothing left to keep me here
I'll fade away
I'll turn my back and disappear

Ooowwww
Sometimes I feel
Like I wanna leave this place for good
Under the ground
I'll live down there without a sound
And never hear
These hissing voices all the same
I'll disappear
Cause living makes me feel ashamed

If this is it
When all we have and ever will
If this is it
Time is running out and standing still
I'll leave today
Cause there's nothing left to keep me here
I'll fade away
I'll turn my back and disappear
I'll turn my back and disappear

Thursday, August 16, 2012


The wound heals but it never does
That's cause you at war with love
You at war with love

These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They aint never gonna change
These battle

Never let a wound ruin me
But i feel like ruins ruin me
Arrow holes they never close 
From cupid on a shootin spree
Feelin stupid cos i know it aint on you and me

But when you're tryin to beat the odds up
And tryin to keep your nodds up
And you know that you should know
And let it go but the fear of the unknown
Another lovers song sends you back into the zone

We know Tom Hanks to bring you home
A lover not a fighter on the front line with a poem
Tryin to write yourself a riffle 
Maybe shoppin up a song to fight the tanks and drones that you 
bringin along

I wish I never looked I wish I never touched
I wish that I could stop lovin you so much
Coz I'm the only one trying to keep us together
When all of the signs say that I should forget her
I wish you weren't the best the best I ever had
I wish that the good outweighed the bad
Coz it'll never be over, until you tell me its over, 

These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They aint never gonna change
These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They aint never gonna change
These battle

Shouldn't have but you said it
It shouldn't of happened but you let it
Now you're down on the ground screamin medic
The only thing that comes is the post traumatic stress
[- From :http://www.elyrics.net/read/g/guy-sebastian-lyrics/battle-scars-lyrics.html -]
Shields body armour and vests 
Don't properly work
That's why you're in a locker full of hurt
The enemy within and all the fire from your friends
The best medicine is probably just to let her win

I wish I couldn't feel
I wish I couldn't love
I wish that I could stop coz it hurts so much
And I'm the only one trying to keep us together
When all of the signs say that I should forget her
I wish you weren't the best the best I ever had
I wish that the good outweighed the bad
Coz it'll never be over, until you tell me it over, 

These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They aint never gonna change
These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They aint never gonna change
These battle

Cos you set me on fire
I've never felt so alive
No hope and wounds heal but it never does
Thats because you're at war with love
And I'm never gonna break it.
It's impossible to shake it.

You hope the wounds heal but it never does
That's cos you at war with love
Hope it heals but it never does
That's cos you at war with love

These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They aint never gonna change
These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They aint never gonna change
These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
I ain't ever going to change
These battle

Saturday, August 4, 2012

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Just waking up in the morning
And to be well,
Quite honest with ya,
I ain't really sleep well
Ya ever feel like your train of thought's been derailed?
That's when you press on - Lee nails
Half the population's just waitin to see me fail
Yeah right, you're better off trying to freeze hell
Some of us do it for the females
And others do it for the retail

But I do it for the kids, life threw the towel in on
Every time you fall it's only making your chin strong
And I'll be in your corner like Mick, baby, 'til the end
Or when you hear a song from that big lady

[Bridge]
Until the referee rings the bell
Until both your eyes start to swell
Until the crowd goes home
What we gonna do ya'll?

[Chorus - Ryan Tedder]
Give em hell, turn their heads
Gonna live life 'til we're dead.
Give me scars, give me pain
Then they'll say to me, say to me, say to me
There goes the fighter, there goes the fighter
Here comes the fighter
That's what they'll say to me, say to me, say to me,
This one's a fighter

[Verse 2]
And if I can last thirty rounds
There's no reason you should ever have your head down
Six foot five, two hundred and twenty pounds
Hailing from rock bottom, loserville, nothing town

Text book version of a kid going nowhere fast
And now I'm yelling, "Kiss my ass"
It's gonna take a couple right hooks, a few left jabs
For you to recognize you really ain't got it bad

[Bridge]
Until the referee rings the bell
Until both your eyes start to swell
Until the crowd goes home
What we gonna do ya'll?

[Chorus - Ryan Tedder]
Give em hell, turn their heads
Gonna live life 'til we're dead.
Give me scars, give me pain
Then they'll say to me, say to me, say to me
There goes the fighter, there goes the fighter
Here comes the fighter
That's what they'll say to me, say to me, say to me,
This one's a fighter

Everybody put yo hands up
What we gonna do (hey!) [x4] y'all?
What we gonna do (hey!) [x3] y'all?

If you fall pick yourself up off the floor (get up)
And when your bones can't take no more (c'mon)
Just remember what you're here for
Cuz I know Imma damn sure

Give em hell, turn their heads
Gonna live life 'til we're dead.
Give me scars, give me pain
Then they'll say to me, say to me, say to me
There goes the fighter, there goes the fighter
Here comes the fighter
That's what they'll say to me, say to me, say to me,
This one's a fighter

'Til the referee rings the bell
'Til both ya eyes start to swell
'Til the crowd goes home,
What we gonna do kid?









The cycle repeated
As explosions broke in the sky
All that I needed
Was the one thing I couldn't find
And you were there at the turn
Waiting to let me know

We're building it up
To break it back down
We're building it up
To burn it down
We can't wait
To burn it to the ground

The colors conflicted
As the flames, climbed into the clouds
I wanted to fix this
But couldn't stop from tearing it down
And you were there at the turn
Caught in the burning glow
And I was there at the turn
Waiting to let you know

We're building it up
To break it back down
We're building it up
To burn it down
We can't wait
To burn it to the ground

You told me yes
You held me high
And I believed when you told that lie
I played soldier, you played king
And struck me down, when I kissed that ring
You lost that right, to hold that crown
I built you up, but you let me down
So when you fall, I'll take my turn
And fan the flames
As your blazes burn

And you were there at the turn
Waiting to let me know

We're building it up
To break it back down
We're building it up
To burn it down
We can't wait
To burn it to the ground

When you fall, I'll take my turn
And fan the flames
As your blazes burn

We can't wait
To burn it to the ground

When you fall, I'll take my turn
And fan the flames
As your blazes burn

We can't wait
To burn it to the ground

Saturday, July 14, 2012

Trunks: Nightmares never last mom. One day you wake up and they're gone.




*when he pops into work after a bad few weeks and it warms you entire being.







Nightmares never last mom. One day you wake up and they're gone.